We've been going out for not even two years. I try so hard to look good. He tells me I'm beautiful but I don't believe him because he never seems to just want to have sex. I always initiate it, or atleast try and I get told no a lot. Makes me feel so ugly cause I try so very hard to look good. I'm embarressed about my body and my breasts cause there small so I hate being naked around him, but i even tried to sleep and be naked he didn't care he just went to sleep. The only time we EVER have sex is after I've cried that he's not turned on and it feels more like pitty sex because he never initiates it or lets me initiate it we always have sex after I've cried. We used to always have sex and it's so bad now. It makes me want to cry becuase it makes me feel so ugly. I've never done this whole make a post thing but I'm just so confused and insecure about the whole thing. He won't even watch porn. It's like nothing about sex interests him unless I'm crying :(