i live in 24hr pain with so many different things wrong , i want to go to pain managemnt of a PRIVATE DOCTOR BUT i HAVE MEDICADE IT LIKE LOOK OUT THE GOVERMENT IS BEHIND HER NO PAYMENT, SURE THERE ARE ILLIGAL DOCTORS BUT I WANT TO JUST GO TO A DOCTOR AND GET WHAT WORKS AND ITS METHDONE PILLS NOT A PROGRAM OF LIQUID I GOT STUCK ON THAT IT BLEW ME UP TO 200LB OVER MY WEIGHT AND NOW I CANT HARDLY WALK CAUSE MY FRAME IS TINY AND GAVE AWAY IN KNEES AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS I JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM METH WITH A BLOCKER MY ENDORPHENE ARE ASLEEP, DEAD I HAVE A TOLERANCE AND I GET FENTAYL PATCH BUT IT WORKS AGAINST THE METH SO I AM GETTING OFF PROGRAM BUT WHY DO DOCTORS TURN AGAINST TITLE19