I went out of work 4 years ago because of dizziness but after all the testing from blood work,MRI"s and ENT testing nothing showed up....then anxiet and depression set in...now I cannot tolerate any of the anti-depressants cause of the side effects...2 weeks is about all I can stand then i stop cause I get so sick...my anxiety if off the roof...I havent spent any holidays for birthdays or any other occasion with my family in the last 4 years....now i am so depressed because I cant find the help I need...
Just want my life back so bad but cant find anyone to help...been to therapist,pyschiatrist and group classes ....no relief at all...have panic from morning to night....only relief I get is when I am asleep but soon as morning comes its all over again...Lost 40 pound cause of anxiety ....had stress test done cause heart rate was 168 bpm in my sleep...I wore a heart monitor...they could find anything just said it was anxiety...I lost my job of 14 years and I am now on disability because of all this...is there anything else anyone could recommend i try to help with the anxiety...I am so tired of being like this...I want ME back again so bad...but I honestly dont even remember what it feels like to feel calm anymore...I feel I live in a bubble and everyone else lives and has fun and goes on with there lives....guess that is depression...any suggestions please...I am new to this board...not good with computers so I hope I can find it again once I exit out...thanks for all who read this and have any suggestions...thankyou so much...Karen