Hi, and thanks for having me here. This is a long story so I wilkl try to make this as brief as possible.
I have been in a 4 years relationship with my bf. Our relationship grew more & more due to the fact that he infected me with Herpes. At first he felt guilt but throughout the years turned to genuine love.
We have had a healthy and good best friend connection and sex was great.
We both came to terms with the fact that we would be partners and best friends for life "due to the herpes" Not to mention he is my 1st cousin and we have a secret relationship.
Recently he developed feelings for this girl "attraction" and he then confessed that he will stop talking to her but that he rather be along without her or me.
He wants to remains best friends "without the romance part".
He was also ashamed and said he was t end talking to that girl anfd confessed that he was herpes carrier.
I love this man and he said he loves me and gives his life for me any day.
I feel like my life is over and have nothing t live for. Please help