hello, im experiencing some difficult phases through my life, im having a very difficult time keeping my body in shape.. im not a fat body type persay, im size 5 and medium in shirts, i use to fit in small and sizes 1 and 3 but i cant do that anymore... and well yeah it reallly does stress me outt that my friends are all sizes lower than me.. and well noone likes to admit whether their anorexic or bulemic, and according to myself im not , but sometimes i feel guilty when i eat too much or have anything i know im not supposed to be having ... so i go and make myself vomit... or when i feel very full i do the same... i dont do it very often its like maybe once or twice in a month ... so i would say tthats not the same as someone who really has bulemia right ???