I am 21 and i have no job i am going to school i live with my boyfriend and i feel like i am worthless because i cant contribute to the relationship money wise my boyfriend doesn't make me feel like i have to but ever since i was little i did everything for myself since my parents were always high or in jail. my parents are drug addicts who only care about their addiction. i had an abortion last year and it is barely hitting me. my grandmother who i was extremely close to passed away in the beginning of this year. and lately i have been having back pain and i have been taking Vicodin and im afraid i might become addicted but without it i cant sleep and im scared that i might be depressed