I have had seven sugeries in the past 6 yrs, two major hip replacements. I have had valley fever and almost died from that and now I am faced with neck and shoulder surgery but do not intend to have another surgery in my life. I am in constant pain, my right wrist hurts so bad I can hardly use it, I am 55 and menopausal, suffer from insomnia, irritability, skin, hair and nails are in bad shape, so tired that each day all I want to do is stay in bed and I am so depressed that I really don't care from one day to the next if I am alive. I was given this site by a friend and listened to Michelle's testimony. Can I find the doctor who helped her please and know what the name of the gel is. I have been to more doctors in the past six years than I care to remember and have no hope for my life at this time. I am a bit uneasy about becoming a member as I do not think I am ready to be this open with the world...but hope someday I can so I can help others. I live in Surprise, AZ. Thank you for anything you can do to help.