I have been dating my boyfriend for over a year now, and i never had a problem until recently. He has a diaper fetish that im not into what so ever, but i do it for him because that is what turns him on. But he seems to want to do it EVERY TIME. He knows that its not my thing, and doesnt turn me on. I have explained to him what gets me going, and what i want, but yet he seems to think that i am ok with doing this every time because i act like i am really enjoying his fetish (i do this so he really experiences his fantasy, who wants to have sex with someone who is obviously not interested) I play along with his fantasy. Thats what you do when fulfilling a fantasy. But i have repeated told him, even tried to take control in bed, thats the only thing that gets him off, and even then it only lasts about 10 minutes or so, if i am lucky. I started to get a little self conscious after he kept giving me excuses when we ran out of diapers, like im tired or i have a headache... classic right? So i started to look in the history of the computer and found diaper fetish porn. And realized he was doing this every day. I have a very high sex drive, and not to be conceded but i am a very attractive woman and have never had this problem before. I confronted him about what i had found on the internet, and asked him why he would rather masturbate then have sex with me, because it seems to be that way. He denied it up and down. But i have to really beg him to please me. And then after begging and convincing, its not great because i feel as though it is forced and he isnt doing it because he wants to. I just wish he would because he wanted to, not because i had to bed him. He knew from the get go that making love was important in a relationship and he highly agreed, this was never a problem until about 6 months ago. I really cant take it anymore, and im getting to the point where i day dream about having quickies in the elevator at work with strangers. Help?