Hi, Im 19 years old (not very old) and im posting this up because i have noone else, this isnt something im proud of, its not something i can just ask my best friend or tell my mom, Its more than that its soemthing i need a "proffessional" to tell me that i need a shrink or counseling to get this crazy sex demon out of me, sex thoughts, thoughts of not giving a damn of the consequences it will bring me. Of course i start to think of all the horrible things that could happened if i caught an Std or got pregnant, but i always try to be safe when it comes to sex, and if acccidnet occurs i take the day after pill, BUT IM 19 YRS old ive had 9 sexual partners, and to say it they havent all been my Boyfriends, there has been one night stands, theres been multiple relations, 2 guys same day, im begging you i dotn want this life anymore.. at first i thought it wa sjust because im young "" i have a high sex drive but i dnt wanna be anyones sex call anymore.. "sex isnt a big thing for me anymorE" it kinda comes natural w every guy i meet and I DONT WANT IT TO BE LIKE THAT ANYMORE. for my own safety , i dnt know i might not be at addiction level but i sure know something aint right... masturbating all the time, watching porno, having sex with miltiple guys,,, please what else can i do besides talking to a shrink.. it seems like it wouldnt just be enough talking about it :(
thank you