I have been in several long term relationships, I exercise I eat right and I've been on birth control since I was 16 (started for regularity). I am now 26 and I cannot get myself to have an orgasm! I have read thousands of websites, tried different things with my boyfriend and alone. I have tried not even thinking about it, showers, toys...you name it. Its come to the point that I want sex to hurry up and be over because I know I'm not going to benefit from it. I used to ride horses so now I'm convinced theres permanent damage and it will never change. Any advice because this is just ridiculous!