I have been married over 30 years to a man I have Left several times and recently asked for a divorce. Now he is in a downward spiral of the last months or years and I am his caregiver.....Everyday blends into the next with and his condition only
gets worse. At 69 I still work partime and have everything on my shoulders. If I
had any love left for him it would be difficult enough to cope but that left several
years ago and sex ended between us a decade ago. No one know what this hell
is like unless they have endured it and I still have hopes of a little happiness out
there somewhere if there is time for me at this stage of my life. He says it does
not make financial sense for me to leave and exserts guilt on me and little to no
appreciation for whatI I do for him or the for what I want from life. Are there any
women out there in this unsolvable situation??? Please I am torn everday on just
packing my bags and running, I know not where too and carring on to an end
that could be years down the road. The depression and guilt is eating me up every day . It seems like no one cares and I have no where to turn.... How do I live a life
that is no longer my own to live..... Anyone please I need help.........K