PLease help, I think I am going nuts. I have a wonderful man but am stuffing up the relationship big time. I have anxiety, and impulsive aggression and moodiness and not even sure why. I have been through a lot over the years but even so, I myself know that I shouldn't be acting like this. If I drink I am capable of lashing out, and swearing like a squaddie, even when Im sobre actually. I am fed up with myself and can be rude and not even know it, yet I am a lovely kind person inside. Please steer me in a direction :(