I've read tons of articles and books. I've to plenty of people. I can't figure out what's happening with me.
I've been dating the same person for 4 years and I've never had a sex drive. He's the only person I've been with. It's a strong relationship and he's extremely patient with the trouble I'm having. I've talked to doctors and the meds I'm on are the least possible to affect libido. I talk to a counselor. My boyfriend and I are really open about all this. I try to pleasure myself but I don't even want that. The thing is- I wish I wanted to have sex but I rarely ever do. I've counted- it's been twice in the past month I've even thought about it. There is no other person I've ever come across who I'm sexually attracted to. I used to think about it in high school but since I can't even do that. What is wrong with me? What do I need to do to fix this? I am not one to 'fake' it and I can barely get myself to go along with it even if I'm not in the mood.