For a while now, but more so since summer started, I have lost all motivation to do anything. I never want to go anywhere or do anything. I get physically tired from being around people all the time and I would much rather be at home in my room by myself. I legitimately crave being alone. It's not like I want to be this way, I don't understand why I never want to do anything. I have also had a spike in my anxiety level whenever I have to do something I've never done before. I get so anxious I sometimes feel ill. I consistently feel down and I only get the occasional moment of excitement/happiness. I don't know why I feel this way. I want to be excited about life, but I'm just not.. I often feel numb to all excitement.