so, I am almost 25 and have survived a lifetime of physical/ verbal abuse. The physical stuff stopped at about 16/17 but than my father decided he would be a better person if instead of hitting us he just verbally abused us, a little over two years ago i married my husband and cut contact with my parents. My husband is the only man in my life to have never laid a hand on me ( i got it from my father, grandfather, and brother) anyway, I have always been somewhat of a moody person but i was never as bad as i have gotten recently. About a month and a half ago i started having non-epileptic seizures and i have noticed especially since these have started i have gotten moodier and i have noticed its gotten even worse than that this last week or so and my poor husband is the one who it is getting taken out on and i don't mean to and i don't want/like to. My husband is so patient and understanding but i have gotten very snippity with him especially tonight and even though it was like an hour ago i still feel very aggitated and anxious. I was just wondering if anyone could give me any insight on this. Do these seizures have something to do with it. right now i feel like i could strangle someone ( not that i ever would) and i don't like it. please please help
Leah