I'm only 23 and never thought I'd be in this situation. I've been with my boyfriend now for 2 years (tomorrow) and we've been thru a LOT. I feel like I've been the strength in this relationship. We've been thru an abortion, I've had to deal with drama from his ex, he's been unfaithful, and more..
We barely have sex and he watches porn regularly. I'm his first Hispanic girlfriend (he's white) and by the girls he seems to be interested in (I.e. From porn or the girls he's gone behind my back and talked to) all look nothing like me.
Not to be conceited, but I know I'm an attractive girl and can do way better. I pay for a lot since he's not good with money. I have goals and am more motivated than him.
At this point, idk what to do. I'm finally seeing a therapist because I'm just lost. He says he loves me, he's changed when it comes to infidelity, but I just feel like we'll never be back to where we were. Idk if he's still sexually attracted to me and I've never felt this secure with myself or in a relationship. Idk if we're just comfortable, or too in love to give up.
Can someone help?