My husband has suffered NF, cancer, low energy, low T, tiredness, low libido, depression, moodiness. It has been chronic now and is driving my crazy to not ever dream of having another man in my life. I could not leave him for having a sickness and disability but has been bringing me down and is difficult and stressful but the more I think of possibly leaving in different ways it stresses me also. I'm stumped and don't know what is best sometimes. I try to distract myself like loosing myself on facebook to avoid the wandering thoughts, for example..... that is bothering me now. I am wondering what is the best support other than faith as a Christian and family...