It's embarrassing to admit but I masturbate oftentimes, however I never seem to get the tingly sensation, the blurred vision, and etc. that a lot of women seem to talk about when they do orgasm.
I don't get those sensations and i'm quite disappointed. The feeling to pee also happens to me when I stimulate my g-spot but I actually end up "peeing" and If I try to stimulate my g-spot again, not so long after that, I end up "peeing" again. I'm not sure if that's what they refer to as squirting, if that's an orgasm, or if it's really urine. I can't tell. I feel that I'm not getting the most out of my masturbation because I'm too concerned about reaching an orgasm more than I am enjoying what I'm doing, if that makes any sense. I'm quite confused and disappointed, so if anyone can clarify or give an idea of why I am not feeling those intense sensations a lot of women feel, and what the "peeing" truly stands for, that would be great.
Thank you so much!