Hi All, I am Anamika Singh, I got engaged last month and its an arrange marriage. I have had 4 boy friends so far and I am sexually active since my school days at the age of 15. I have lost count of intercourse that i have done but i am sure since last 5 years i have done sex more that 500 times. My last boy friend complained a lot about my loose vagina and that he never feels the grip although he was a big guy but I always ignored. Since my engagement i started talking to my future husband and got to know that he is a virgin. He asked me if I was a virgin and I said yes. Now I am too afraid about it. My breasts are not as firm as they used to be, my vagina is a loose hole now and my husband is excited to know that he will be the one who takes my cherry. What to do..... please advise. Any help would be highly appreciated. Telling him the truth is not an option as he will call off the wedding.