Hey, I'm 17 years old and just lost my virginity, I'm so use to my family telling me how "bad" it is so I don't really know what to feel. Do I forget? Do I feel guilty? All I know is I'm not very happy. We did it unprotected and I stopped it after 5 minutes because I just wasn't comfortable. That's the worse ever? I didn't lose it romanticly or anything at all. What if this guy leaves me? I don't even feel super super all there you know what I mean? I've been on and off with this guy for 3 years and we make plans for the future. I feel like towards everything in life I have no emotions or no feelings so idk what to feel about this. Should I might as well give him the rest should I just live with that? I have no idea I like him but I want to be treated litterally so good. I'm not treated bad but I just want better, so I just feel like I made the wrong choice I really don't know what to think about anything