I've been married for almost 4 yrs and ever since I met my husband, he always wanted me to loose weight. I tried but never took it too seriously Cze I didn't think my lower body looked bad especially that I always got compliments. I was 62 kilos when we got married and am 5,7 and some how I gained a bit of weigh after. Our first daughter is 4 months now and of course I need to lose some weight. I just started going back to the gym as I promised him that I'm gonna lose weight and to be honest I feel it's necessary too. The problem is that I was in peace with my self esteem and I know am good looking but I never felt pretty in my husbands eyes. He loves me and I know it but my body is becoming a huge issue that I hate myself now and I tell him to turn his face away when I take off my clothes. We haven't had a private moment for months. I also feel like I don't love him anymore.. I dunno what to do. I was always insecure about my hips and my butt and I used to always watch what I eat and count the calories even when I was pregnant. It's also very hard to lose weight for that part of the body. He's upset with me bcz he's been telling me to lose weight for the past 4 yrs, instead I gained weight. He's right but to be honest, deep down I wished that for once he would make me love myself. What shall I do?