I have a family history of alcoholism both my parents were alcoholic, and at least 2 generations before them. I turned out to be an alcoholic and drank for about 10 years altogether. I now have 37 years sobriety. I am a member of AA and that saved my life. A friend and I went to our first meeting together and are both still sober. I blacked out all the time which was frightening. My life is much better. I still go to AA, I don't want to ever drink again! If you have questions please submit them. Daphene