to start off... i have a relentless anxiety disorder that causes me to overthink EVERYTHING. About 2 months ago my boyfriend used his saliva to finger me & he had some sort of scab by his lip that he now says was a pimple. he said it was painless and went away within a week. but my brain insisted that it was a cold sore & that i have contracted it through his saliva. i have searched the internet for months now & talked to most trusted people in my life regarding it. at this point i have developed itchiness/burning but nothing seemily unusual. i also have fordyce spots around & on my labia which worry me into thinking they are herpes sores. i do not know if i can even contract herpes this way but it has terrified me for 2 months, desperately looking for peace of mind.