Hi, my name is Dezi and I'm from South Africa. Since 2004 I have battled with weight gain after a partial hysterectomy, got divorced shortly after that due to metal and physical abuse for 10 years. In 8 yrs I have gained 26 kg. I had 2 biological children and a foster child to take care off. I became very successful in my career, but in 2007 I apparently had burnout and since then I have had so many symptoms and no doctor or specialist has been able to diagnose me. I have been diagnosed with MS, Burnout to viral infection in my brain, to tumors in my brain back to burnout again. I suffer from dizziness, vertigo, fatigue, panic attacks, adrenal fatigue, insulin resistance, some sort of seizures where I will loose my vision, hearing, speech and balance. What I do know for a fact is that I have 2 leaking valves in my heart, I do have balance issues in the left bottom quadrant of my brain, high cholesterol, high insulin levels, under active thyroid gland, high estrogen levels, low testosterone levels and my adrenal glans are over producing. I have panic attacks where I feel like I'm loosing my mind and I am unable to move, I get these only when I start to fall as sleep. They can be for a few seconds up to hours. What concerns me about these attacks is that I become a danger to myself and anyone close to me, I'm scared I will harm someone or myself because I get these completely irrational though and I want to kill myself as a way out, when I come too I'm physically depleted and depressed ( shaken). I have stated my own business and as excited as I am I get so fatigued that I am unable to get out of bed or function properly for 3 days of the week. I'm generally a happy go lucky person but these symptoms are getting worse and scaring me. I'm on chronic medication - Lexamil - anxiety, Aspavor - Cholesterol, Omez - heartburn, Disprin cardiocare - heart, Diotroxin - thyriod and Glucophage - high insulin. I drink a over the counter sleeping pill S2 for insomnia. I tried going off the lexamil gradually but I ended up going psycho. If someone can help me to find out what exactly is wrong with me I would he so grateful. My daughter is 16 and my last baby in the house, I would like to be around to see all my grand children one day.