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There is No Such Thing as FAILURE

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I tend to be very hard on myself. Part of this has to do with my strict upbringing and the other half has to do with my relentless nature.

After a successful career, I decided to enroll in the Harvard Extension School.

For some reason, I started feeling like the main character in the novel and movie ʺEat, Love, Pray.ʺ I stopped learning and needed an injection of challenging knowledge to jump start my temporary stalled creativity.

So, why not enroll in a school which offers one of the best educations with many of the nation’s top professors? My goals were to expand my brain power and complete the class with a higher than passing grade but walk away with a plethora of new knowledge.

The Harvard experience was brutal beauty. I had to discipline myself all over again and I had to balance home life, work and school.

When you enter college after high school, you generally only have to balance two out of the three. But now, I have the added bonus of managing a household, husband and very needy yet adorable dog.

I have always had a voracious appetite for reading. So, the reading assignments were fairly simple and class participation was a non-issue. The grade was based on the following criteria:

• 30 percent classroom participation
• 30 percent mid-term paper
• 40 percent final paper

My first major hurdle was the mid-term paper. The main thing holding me back from writing the paper was the fear of failure. I was afraid I would get an average grade.

But, once I mentally pushed myself over the failure speed bump, I began writing my mid-term paper. My sense of failure leveled off and I earned a B.

I was devastated and choked up when I read the critique because I felt I had failed. After crying my eyes out and beating myself up mentally, I realized, I was being too hard on myself.

I received a Harvard B not a C. My B grade was not a failure but a starting point.

From this point, I can build and I can succeed. So with this new-found energy, I decided to learn from my mistakes and work my arse off.

To make a long story short, I received an A- on my final paper.

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I always find myself saying we are our own biggest critics. This resonated with me quite a bit, because my standards for myself are always in the clouds. That being said, I agree that it's best to look at everything as a learning experience. If everything really does happen for a reason, then there is a world of learning experiences out there waiting for all of us, challenging or not :) Thank you for reminding us all that in a convoluted mess of resolutions, there is a silver lining.

January 5, 2012 - 3:51pm

Good tips.  I have learned over time that the universe does not give us anything we cannot handle and there is always a reason that things happen the way they do.  Even when diagnosed with a disease something good can come out of it even if it is a reuniting with a estranged love one.

January 5, 2012 - 12:10pm
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