Basically I want to know if I have OCD as a symptom of my Aspergers? or do I have a double "whammy" I also have a history of abuse (not physical violence-well not towards me - but yes towards my mother from my now deceased alcholic stepfather who sexually abused me (not rape) + I was told that my father abused me as a baby (I`ve no memories as I was too young) I`ve been sexually abused by others during my past + mental & emotional abuse by my mother I`ve been fiancialy abused as well. I`ve tried to kill myself more times than you would believe I should have died many times. I`ve also self-harmed in the past to the extent of (when suddenly taken off of meds) setting myself on fire twice & tried on other occasions I felt that I was so evil & contamintating that I had to destroy myself. Also cutting, pulling all my hair out trying to get myself run over, trying to jump out of a moving car -you name it......hanging succesfully enough to need my heart re-starting on one occasion in particular.
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