I am 20 years old, and bisexual. I have bipolar disorder and OCD. I went through a time when I was about 14 when all I could think about was sex. Then it took a back seat, but I still had times where all I could think was about sex. It makes me feel dirty and gross. About half a year ago I started acting out on it. I have never had sex, but I have used...things. I hate it, and I can't speak to any one close about it.
The only thing that ever really helped me was self mutilation, and I was able to stop, but as soon as I stopped, my sexual desires went haywire.
I don't know what to do, but feeling this way hurts. I come from a christian family, and I am a christian, which makes this all worse.
Is there something I can do? Like mabey a way to deaden my nerves down there, because its starting to look like that is the only option. If you have any advise, please let me know! Thanks.