I really feel guilty that I met up with my ex boyfriend, that I broke up about 7 months ago and saw him now. My boyfriend went overseas recently and he is coming back in 25 days. If he hears that I met up with my ex he will leave me. I met up with my ex because we spoke on the phone and he told me that I never loved him. I was so close to lose my virginity to him and I did everything with him and he told me that I never did. That hurts me. I met up with him and spoke, he still doesn't believe me. I was going to go and leave the place and I told that if he wants to hug me for the last time he can. He hugged me and didnt let me go and made me cry because he hugged me so tight and was smelling my neck for the last time. I wanted to tell my boyfriend that I met up with my ex but could'nt do it. He will leave me , I would'nt survive if he does. Please help me what can I do !
Thank you;