I have been loving with my boyfriend for 7 months now. He has gone through minor depression episodes since we have been together. This recent one has been the worst yet.. He has withdrawn and does not want to have sex, which I understand. What I don't understand is why if he does not want to have sex with me he still wants to masturbate? I feel hurt and unwanted and it is killing me.. I am a very sexually active person and have no problem taking care of myself when needed, but now since we are going through this I don't even want to take care of me... Can someone shed some light on this cause it hurts me.....