For two years, I've been having eating disorders. At first, it all started with a diet. I wasn't fat, I, just, had a bit of a belly. And I wanted to look good on Australian beaches, for summer. Soon, I fell into Anorexia. Merely, eating cucumbers for lunch. For 3 to 4 months then, I starved myself. Not even enjoying Australian beaches. :)
With my parents help, I did get better. For real, I was falling into binge eating. Actually, it was okay, as I was really skinny. But now, for 1 and 1/2 year, I've been managing between eating "normally" and binge eating. And as a result, I got fatter and fatter. From 47 kgs in Summer 2009, I'm now 58 kgs, for 1m66.
When I was binge eating, I never threw up. But for some days, as summer is coming back, I think I'm going to fall back into Anorexia, I started throwing up, again, after binge eating. And eventhough, it doesn't, actually, works. I feel bad. And I, definitely, want to be back to a slimmy me. :)