Hi good afternooon, Im having very bad days !!! concerning my weight and my eating habits, i want to be able to control how i eat, i feel like apig!! :( im 19 years old i weigh 120 pounds, but its all in my stomach! i cant go out the day without eating, my stomach hurts, if i dont eat, i know it sound sstupid! but i mean in between hours i have to eat too, and it odesnt matter if i already ATE, im not hungry but i have this urge to eat!! almost as it were an addiction! and i say it to myself and i tell my roommates i cant eat so much, and when it comes to it i en gobbling down all of it and plus more. i wasnt seeing my weight go up alot befor ebut all of A sudden it slike my metabolism stopped functioning and its all on my belly, its hard its not like flabby looking!! and i get depressed when isee it, but "youd figur eit would be enough motivation to stop eating" but its not i just get more angry and EAT ANYTHING I FIND! in excessive ! :( please someone help me out !!, in my head also out of depression and anger i think of vomiting, and rarely have suicidal thougths, but theyve been ther e:( i dont know what to doo, is there like anti hunger pills? or like fat burning so i can takee because i swear i will go crazy if i see my belly get bigger and bigger . :(
please and thank you....... im probably gonna goo gobble down some food right now while i wait for a reply because im soo hungry! :(