I am experiencing an unexplainable numbness of emotion of lose,I just lost my mom in June 16/10 and my sister in Feb 12/11 and now my father has become very ill and is dying.I feel helpless and so sad.I some how know I have to keep myself going and not to fall into a deep depression but I cannot seem to stop thinking about what is going on with all of this right now.It is all to soon and all so much to take,I am doing my best to cope but sleeping has not been easy. I don't have any one to talk with so I am walking alot to clear my mind in between taking care of my father.I pray for all of us as I know I am not alone.