Recently had a PAP in june, well I get a letter from my GYN in July!! that it was abnormal. So when I called my Gyn's office about 100 times, she finally says its mild dysplasia my worst nightmare and basically that's caused by HPV... just great. I found out in oct 2010 that I got hsv..when he took the condom off for a brief minute and inserted himself, i freaked out. But it was too late. 2wks later one tiny pimple showed up. But the weird thing is I had a PAP in 2011 which was normal, why didn't this show up then...I just don't understand. Now I have to worry about two problems. My life is over! and all my adult life i've tried to be so careful. Now what? I have to go to her office for a colposocpy??? I'm scared of that and what will that tell her?