I really care about my boyfriend but these days he keeps asking me when are we going to have sex. in my mind its perfect how i picture it but when it comes to reality i just freak out about having sex i don't want a baby as yet and he told me he would not give me one but im scared if i do make up my mind to have sex with him something might go wrong or i might not like it. he likes foreplay but i do not enjoy it i am turned on but i always am in control of my self that it does not go to far is that weird?? to be aware of whats going on while turned on to the highest point. i don't know whats wrong with me and why i freak out about sex and i feel weird talking to my mom about these kind of things.