I was in the ER until 3am this morning. This is my second miscarriage in two years. My first was in October of 2012, then I conceived my son who thankfully is now 3months old and doing great. But this second miscarriage, being so sudden and recent is hitting me hard. I suffer from depression and am now back on my meds for that. It's still kicking my butt though. My fiance and I had started picking out names...
I just can't get my head around this. It seems my whole life is pain with only fleeting moments if happiness.