Hello...this is gross and awkward. I feel like i have to have a bowel movement, but I went to the bathroom and liquid came out of my anus...it was blood. It's bright red, but very watery and has a weird smell (not like blood...I don't know how to describe it). I bent over in front of a mirror thinking maybe I had a hemorrhoid, but I didn't see anything and I pushed a little and blood came dripping out. I feel like I have to go bm really badly but it won't come out. I have no insurance. The only thing different was earlier this afternoon I had to bm really badly and had to hold it for about 30 minutes before I could get to a restroom. Help! I'm extremely freaked out!