i am suffer from depression I get palpitations im breathless I have ongoing headaches I feel nausea pain in my legs im extremely tired I have anxiety im suffering from stress im scared I cant sleep I get up every hour or so with these fushes I have a fan that runs all night I get dry I find it difficult to cope I feel like I want to die I cannot stand this its making me ill I have tried sage black cohosh other menopause tablets but found nothing that works for me im light headedness and I get awfully dizzy even when I lie down I have to get up as the palpitations I get give me a fright its like my heart stops and then beats again im so scared but I hate feeling this way I just want to end it all I have my 3 sons here and I have lost a son , I feel like im getting worse I need help I cannot carry on with my life the way im feeling I feel like im choking too and my throats all dry someone help me im desperate I have been to my doctors but they don't help me much ive had high blood pressure too someone please help