Married 53 years,,,should be a breeze,,,he drinks every day from 5pm on...he is a meek and mild fellow ( heart bypass 14 years ago). He is near 75 now..spends the day walking from window to window or doing puzzles. Or going for beer or groceries. If his sister calls he will go help. I exist I a cloud of grey...I cannot do anything but sit and eat. Our daughter died suddenly in July. 48 yrs old...we do not mention her. Since then I am unable to knit or sew. What now....how do I be myself without the overwhelming presence of him pacing.
Thanks for advice.