Since I was fairly young, I have been feeling something moving inside of my vagina, this typically happens several days before my period and sometimes it happens throughout the month. I have never had penetrative intercourse but I have had oral intercourse. I have gone to several GYNs and ALL of them tell me the only way they can possibly test what is going on in my vagina is to put a speculum in there. I have tried to go through the procedure 5 times and each time I begin to cry, cringe and everything in between. I understand it is a mental block I am experiencing that won't allow me to let the procedure happen but I am truly afraid of the speculum and having it enter and feel uncomfortable and take my "virginity."