I am 29 yr old mother of 2 boys. Quentyn is 7. Canaan is 2. I am married. I love my family, but honestly our family "life" is Far from what I feel it should be. A "happy, calm, "good" moment is a rarity in our home. It is chaotic. I am pretty certain I am the root cause of this issue. Regardless how hard I Do Try to keep peace and make all my boys happy (2 lil + hubby) it seems that I just make things worse. I have been diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression years prior. However, after trying different meds, nothing seems to change. I have always felt "different" than the rest. (Always late, Always doing something yet nothing gets done/finished) I came across an ad on a site about Adult ADH and the signs to look for. I am no dr but I believe for certain this would be the root of all my issues. I NEED HELP. AND SOON. I do NOT have any insurance nor do I have much money. I feel unworthy of receiving the help I need and even more importantly I have NO IDEA who to go to and/or what to say. Keep in mind, I am almost 30 yrs old & can't even remember going to a Dr (except Er) so Dr's intimidate me. And I feel they judge me. That they don't care about me. Just more $ for their pockets. Any advice would be God sent. Thank you