I am going through a similar faze as well right now. I am going to become 18 soon and the thought of growing up is frightening. I always wonder if I work hard as an artist, would I eventually find happiness whatever my age would become. My sister also saids to not think so much about it. I also don't want a child, yet society keeps pushing that for woman's to desire to care for one. Then life gets me thinking of how little impact I could ever give to the world for my artwork. Life as I see it seems so short, depriving the potential for everything. I understand this is a very old article but I feel so connected emotionaly towards your questioning of life. I don't want to keep working and let time past by so fast. I really want something more to this world than this. It leaves me very anxious and depressed.
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I am going through a similar faze as well right now. I am going to become 18 soon and the thought of growing up is frightening. I always wonder if I work hard as an artist, would I eventually find happiness whatever my age would become. My sister also saids to not think so much about it. I also don't want a child, yet society keeps pushing that for woman's to desire to care for one. Then life gets me thinking of how little impact I could ever give to the world for my artwork. Life as I see it seems so short, depriving the potential for everything. I understand this is a very old article but I feel so connected emotionaly towards your questioning of life. I don't want to keep working and let time past by so fast. I really want something more to this world than this. It leaves me very anxious and depressed.
May 2, 2015 - 7:06amThis Comment
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