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I had to laugh for you're right.

I called the nurse tonight and told her I WILL BE THERE tomorrow @ 9 to see my doctor. She was relieved. She seems concerned about stomach thing. Anyway, Terry is relieved that I'm going. Not too sure what to expect but I gave it some thought and you're right... Regardless of the outcome... I'm going dancing. LOL Not too much for it's only been a little over 2 weeks since surgery but...

It's like this... I want to get dressed up to the nines. I don't know how to explain it. I feel a little empty inside. Oh wait! That's because they TOOK everything. HAHA

I want to....

To feel like a woman. To look pretty. Feel pretty. To not just feel feminine but to embrace it. To have my husband, when he sees me in an evening dress tomorrow night (One he's never seen that I once wore to the ballet in Florida--- It's a deep Burgundy velvet LOL) and the high heels that HE bought me when we first got married... look upon me with desire.

I have spent these past 2 weeks wearing mostly sweats for they didn't hurt the incision area and to be truthful... Putting on makeup or doing my hair like I normally do... was the last thing I've felt like doing. :o) Not that I looked bad or horrible but I have looked tired. Rightfully so but still.

I know he loves me so very much. Hell, at the hospital when they took out the catheter and I had to pee... It seemed every time I slowly made it to the bathroom and then back to bed... I had to pee again. Finally after the 3rd time in less than 1/2 hour I said " Oh baby. This is hurting so much to keep running back and forth! I need a break! Please just bring me the thing from the bathroom and let me pee here in the bed!

He did. That was a first for us both. He laughed and kissed me then disposed of the bedpan thingy.

As for tomorrow? I know I can handle whatever the doctor tells me. Heck, I thrive on challenges. :o)

But does this make sense?

Dawn

December 31, 2008 - 12:03am

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