I was BPD approx back in 2000 or 2001. I was put on paxil 20mg, then 40mg yuck! I have gone off of it several times. One time is caused me my job back in 2004. Havent done it again until this year 2010. I was 40mg then broke my pills to 20mg for about 2 to 3 months and then the past 2 to 3 weeks off cold turkey. I acted up tonight at work at a big retail job. Which I don't like but it helps pay my bills. But I think I am going to get canned tommorrow. I was branging for being off my paxil and I was also an emotional reck. Right now I can't sleep thinking that I might loss my job. Which I don't I just like to abuse myself emotionally and physically. Can someone help me?