I'm glad to hear you ar doing well. I have a lot of support from my family and friends who know the real story of my marriage, but since my husband is the ultimate "nice guy" with everyone (except me), I doubt that the neighbours think much of me. His family re likely shocked and appalled as well.
I still cry every day and feel guilty and I'm not sure I ever will feel totally ok with leaving. I just know in my heart I can't live in an emotionl vacuum and without any real love from my husband. I think there is a better life "outside" and I will try for that while I am still well enough to do so.
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I'm glad to hear you ar doing well. I have a lot of support from my family and friends who know the real story of my marriage, but since my husband is the ultimate "nice guy" with everyone (except me), I doubt that the neighbours think much of me. His family re likely shocked and appalled as well.
I still cry every day and feel guilty and I'm not sure I ever will feel totally ok with leaving. I just know in my heart I can't live in an emotionl vacuum and without any real love from my husband. I think there is a better life "outside" and I will try for that while I am still well enough to do so.
August 27, 2010 - 7:42amThis Comment
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