I feel a bit better from that alone! I do have pains down my sides though, not constantly, but they come and go. I've never had them before and I'm freaking out a little. And my head's been killing me this morning, but I woke up at 5am (I do this from time to time, but usually fall asleep again) and as soon as I woke up I started to wish my period was here, and when I checked my heart started pounding and it felt like there was a pulse in my head...so the headaches probably just from stress, right? Plus my racing heart's been awful the past few days from all my panicking. I feel like I'm at the end of my tether.
I am waiting on my doctor getting back to me with the relevant information- I also forgot to mention I'm a recovering bulimic (I seem such a happy person! I am, really!) and the run up to Christmas was a bit tough- I purged maybe on average once a day, so I'm hoping that's been a factor in it being delayed too.
I know punching myself is a really bad habit because I don't want to harm myself, but I feel like if I do that then I'll have hurt myself enough and it might make my periods come. Stupid, I know!
I'm really going crazy here- there's no discharge at all! Just slight cramps, neck/limb/back/head aches. I'm really worried, but I really don't want to take a test- this is my worst fear!
Edit: Also, I was wondering, because my cycle last time was around 35 days, which is late for me, should I expect it to be around the same this time?
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I feel a bit better from that alone! I do have pains down my sides though, not constantly, but they come and go. I've never had them before and I'm freaking out a little. And my head's been killing me this morning, but I woke up at 5am (I do this from time to time, but usually fall asleep again) and as soon as I woke up I started to wish my period was here, and when I checked my heart started pounding and it felt like there was a pulse in my head...so the headaches probably just from stress, right? Plus my racing heart's been awful the past few days from all my panicking. I feel like I'm at the end of my tether.
I am waiting on my doctor getting back to me with the relevant information- I also forgot to mention I'm a recovering bulimic (I seem such a happy person! I am, really!) and the run up to Christmas was a bit tough- I purged maybe on average once a day, so I'm hoping that's been a factor in it being delayed too.
I know punching myself is a really bad habit because I don't want to harm myself, but I feel like if I do that then I'll have hurt myself enough and it might make my periods come. Stupid, I know!
I'm really going crazy here- there's no discharge at all! Just slight cramps, neck/limb/back/head aches. I'm really worried, but I really don't want to take a test- this is my worst fear!
Edit: Also, I was wondering, because my cycle last time was around 35 days, which is late for me, should I expect it to be around the same this time?
January 9, 2011 - 10:16pmThis Comment
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