I have a high SD I realized this for 1 most of all my past relationships were valued by quality of sex.2. I noticed a 2 year break up cycle. 3 I have never been single. I have always had an out let so never have had a prob. But now the man i want to be with and omg possibly marrie is 20 years older than me and cnt handle my inner freak. I just want to slow it down a couple 10 notches and dnt know how. As a matter of fact lack of seems to be making it worse. I just want to be calm like i was before. And stop thinking about sex so i can enjoy this man. The otherday he was talking and i was undressing him with my eyes pretending to listen. I felt like... so not a good person.
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I have a high SD I realized this for 1 most of all my past relationships were valued by quality of sex.2. I noticed a 2 year break up cycle. 3 I have never been single. I have always had an out let so never have had a prob. But now the man i want to be with and omg possibly marrie is 20 years older than me and cnt handle my inner freak. I just want to slow it down a couple 10 notches and dnt know how. As a matter of fact lack of seems to be making it worse. I just want to be calm like i was before. And stop thinking about sex so i can enjoy this man. The otherday he was talking and i was undressing him with my eyes pretending to listen. I felt like... so not a good person.
August 5, 2014 - 9:35pmThis Comment
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