I'm going threw the same thing, but my bf doesn't like porn. I've tried to talk to him about it and I told him I want to be close to him and I feel empty and lonely. He treats me really well. I feel he avoids sex. The last time I had sex almost was a month a ago. I'm pretty, and fit and ex bf`s always ask me out. But I love my bf, but I'm tired of begging for sex, and have stopped asking for sex. I told him it is not normal not to feel desire, or hornet for that matter. I'm so frustrated and tired of getting off by myself.