Oh my lord I feel u! I have been stuggeling too :( such a bad feelin.
I been telling myself it is normal, at the first when 2 dating, guys always make the approach ,cuz you are "fresh"and "want to b discovered" , then by the times goes, the cursity gone less n less , he know everything abt u,I kno it sounds sad! Well at least to me..cuz to me , I think for most girls sex goes with the heart... But the reality is that most guys(ppl r different I mean) gets tired or lazy with the girl been together for a while , they just bein too comfortable , and at the same time, it doesn't mean that he doesn't love you. ... Simple, guys go hard watching porn , even without the looking.sigh guess we just need to face the truth.. And live with it :( ! Okie, here is Wat I do when this got me emotional, I go to bathroom , hav couple cigarettes, while tearing . N i walked pretend nth happen, well he won't b even notice anything , cuz he always snoring ...:(