I am not in a great place mentally and have been running a fever (low grade) for over a month. Initial blood tests were normal. Can you get yourself THIS SICK by being alone (as I am) and not happy in life? I am living in another country and am not happy. I can make the change but not with this fever. Have I "Willed" myself into being sick so I don't have to make big decisions/choices? Can you physically get this sick from your mind? I am a 57 year old woman, all alone ( a few casual friends) but hate my life, my choices and am terrified I have cancer or another scary disease. Will know in a few days what this latest round of blood tests say but in these next 2 days, I am just vegetating and in fever and scared.
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I am not in a great place mentally and have been running a fever (low grade) for over a month. Initial blood tests were normal. Can you get yourself THIS SICK by being alone (as I am) and not happy in life? I am living in another country and am not happy. I can make the change but not with this fever. Have I "Willed" myself into being sick so I don't have to make big decisions/choices? Can you physically get this sick from your mind? I am a 57 year old woman, all alone ( a few casual friends) but hate my life, my choices and am terrified I have cancer or another scary disease. Will know in a few days what this latest round of blood tests say but in these next 2 days, I am just vegetating and in fever and scared.
February 22, 2010 - 9:58pmThis Comment
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