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hi again... i haven't told to my doctor that i am drinking that much. he thinks i gave up. this all stuff started becaue of the family i am living with. 3 years ago in our house a thief came. i was at home with my sister in law and mother in law. fortunatelly he left and noone was hurt. after that event we had new windows and everything. the door is good enough and i always lock it. when someone is at home there is no problem but someone is not at home i am affraid to go to sleep. i have been living alone for the last two months and i was drining every night to be able to go to sleep. i hate the feeling from the morning, i even hate myself that i am so weak that i drink it. i swear to God that i am crying and i dont want to drink anymore and i want to stop to be affraid but something in me says me that i cant. i was almost anorexic this summer because i wasnt eating. just drinking. whatever. gin, vodka, beer, wine.. u tell me.. mixing them all together and hate myself every morning when i woke up. asking myself why the hell am i doing this to myselF? thats why i decided to take prozac because i couldnt mix it with alcohol. it has to end somehow. this situation i'm in should stop. it's waste of health, money and time. please help me. tell me what to do.. if any of you had passed through this help. thank you.